Making: New house plans.
Cooking: Nothing. I haven’t felt the desire to cook in over a month. Bleh.
Drinking: A lot of water and tea. Belle gats touch back before October.
Reading: The Beautyful Ones are not yet born – Ayi Kwei Armah. I’m also reading The Shatter Me series – Tahereh Mafi (Again). The male lead is one of my favourite characters ever. I love the way his love is expressed. So steady, intense, steadfast and true.
Wanting: A 300 hour long hug and intimacy.
Looking: Like a naiz meal with this short hair.
Playing: This Sing off with Conor Maynard and Pixie Lott over and over again. I so much love it.
Deciding: To trust God through everything. I know that God is intentional and that all things are working for my good.
Wishing: See Wanting, above.
Enjoying: New music, old music, different music.
Waiting: Just waiting and a lot of times, it seems like I wait in vain.
Liking: My body a little bit more every day.
Wondering: When I’ll get a wonderful wonderful surprise that will move me to tears. I’m sowing the seed, God.
Loving: Myself. They say “We accept the love we think we deserve.” This line really triggered me because of the kind of love that I have been accepting. I am trying to love myself better.
Pondering: On life and why sometimes bad things happen to good people.
Considering: Getting married between now and August next year, just so I don’t have to pay house rent (alone) or sleep alone.
Watching: Sam Tsui and his husband on Youtube. They are super cute.
Hoping: That everything good comes and that the Lord restores to me the years that the cankerworm has eaten.
Marvelling: At how quickly everything can change and everything seems so different.
Needing: See wanting and wishing, above.
Smelling: Like warm hugs and sweet kisses.
Wearing: The cutest flat shoes from Zara.
Following: @TeffTheory on twitter. I stumbled on a tweet this morning and I fell down the rabbit hole that is her Timeline. So engaging.
Noticing: How boundless my capacity to love and forgive is. Love is an amazing thing and this year, I have learnt so much about love and how I feel it, translate it and express it. I feel so blessed (and cursed. Lol) to be able to feel so much love for everything.
Knowing: That God loves me and that is enough to carry me through anything.
Thinking: About December, 2017. God made me a promise in January and I cannot wait for December when I know it would have manifested because God is not man that he should lie.
Admiring: Dimma Umeh. I think she delivers excellently. I so much love her.
Sorting: Through all my stuff. I have no desire to move with junk. I am trying to clean house. Physically and emotionally.
Buying: Nothing because mans is so low on cesh atm. I bought some lovely shoes from Shoepify recently. Check them out, Viv and I think they are amazing.
Getting: Ready because these last 4 months of the year are the Plot twist that I have been waiting for.
Bookmarking: This post from Afoma. I loved this post so much. In addition, I love how consistent she has been and it makes me so happy to see her content.
Disliking: How house hunting is going and how helpless I feel.
Opening: My mind to alternate means of earning income. To take a leaf from FK’s book, my bank account looks like a remix. I take pretty good product shots and I am affordable. Hit me up if you are interested.
Giggling: Because My Love called me today and it made me so happy to hear her voice.
Feeling: So many things all at once. This quote “So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.” From Stephen Chobsky’s The Perks of being a wallflower seems to summarize my life.
Snacking: No snacks oh. Prepping for my birthday body.
Coveting: The 50mm lens from Sony.
Helping: Actually, not helping as much as I should be. If you want to help people, This is a nice way to do something.
Hearing: The promise of God for my life. At least, trying to.